Yesterday we had our second home church as a family. The spirit was so mighty in our home as we discussed the scriptures and shared personal insight. After home church I felt so uplifted and edified. That peace I felt was quickly shaken by the news that Jakob, my son who had been serving an LDS mission in South Korea, would be released from his calling as a missionary. I immediately felt an overwhelming blanket of sadness and frustration. I had held back the hefty feelings of everything that had changed over the last two weeks pretty solid until THAT news. It wasn't the type of news that was absolutely devastating itself, but it felt like that particular piece of information was the final piece of the Jenga tower holding everything else up and once it was pulled, it all came crashing down. To be honest, I actually love having home school. I like the feeling of having all of my kids around me even if they drive me freaking nuts, make 5 billion messes a day, and eat ALL the f